When during every moment of your life you remember that one person. You feel their presence around you. You feel their touch, their fragrance, their hair around you. You keep thinking of what they are upto. Of all the moments you spent with them. Of all the good & bad memories. Like it happened just a moment ago. You must have really really loved that person. Must have been a mirror image of yourself. Must have been connected from the soul. You shared with them what you only shared with yourself & sometimes you told them what you couldnt say to yourself too. Then all of a sudden they are gone. No where to be found without a trace. Reasons known only to the two of you & sometimes without a reason. But there is always a reason Then you try & bring the pieces together as to why the separation when you were meant to be. What were such big issues that led to such a beautiful thing to end so suddenly. Yes it was you. It was your fault too. But why & how did things enter in between & make something so magical to be so so out of reach. Everything is gone. You are left all alone. But still you try. Still there is hope that the magic will return. That all will be ok. You yearn to make contact. You leave your ego aside. Worried. You make all possible tries. But is it too late. No it can never be too late. Where there is will there is a way. If it was meant to be then it will come back. Patience. Wait. How did you let so many things come in between. Why couldnt you handle it in a different way. But you are not a proffessional in it are you. You are a human being. You were a lost soul who found a soul mate & have now lost them again. Its all because of yourself. No one or nothing can come in the way unless you permit it. Unless you leave a gap open. But yet you hope. Times will change. You will get together back again. Old times will return. You will leave aside everything & move ahead. You wont repeat your old mistakes again. You will learn from the past. You have lost so much & the feeling is so bad that you wont repeat it again. But will it ever be the same. Yes it will says the heart & hope. But the mid doubts it.Maybe it needs time & space. But this time waiting & this space is deafening. Its killing you from within. You see everything in a different perspective now. You start labelling everyone. You see everything with doubt. Will you learn to trust ever again. Where did the soul mate dissapear. How must they be. What must they be doing. You gave them the strength to fight against the world. Now they have the ability to stand & live without you. You are happy in a way for them that they can do this but it hurts too. Are they ok. If all is well. You have to be patient. Wait. Hope it will come back. If it does do everything in your power to keep it good from now on. If it doesnt it wasnt meant to be & learn to pick up the pieces & move on.